So, our "due date" was last week... funny, huh? Still no baby. Maybe the universe wanted me to have some extra pregnancy time since I got short changed the last time. But really, it's OK. I don't need the extra time. Really. No, REALLY!
I go to bed every night thinking maybe tonight is the night. And then wake up in the morning feeling deflated that it didn't happen, but happy because I got another night's sleep.
I know I am on edge about baby's arrival and all the anticipation. I think the expectation was that baby would be here by now. I don't think anyone expected it to go SO far past the due date. But I figure baby will come when it is the right time. I have to keep reminding myself that I won't be pregnant forever and baby will be here soon.
It is a little weird to be looking ahead to my milestone birthday next week and still waiting for baby. Since both have been on the calendar for such a long time, I just figured I'd have a little break between the big events. But it looks like that's not going to happen. At this point, I'm just hoping to be home for my birthday and not in the hospital. I'll celebrate it properly next year since I know that this year, I won't have the energy for it.
So, once again, I'll keep posting as the days move along. Hopefully my next post will have some real news and not just more babble about how long I've been waiting. :) Thanks to all for your thoughts and support.
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